OH I HAVE TO BLOG
DATUM: 2013-06-03 | TID: 18:19:15 | KATEGORI: GeneralI just texted Mark saying "Oh I have to blog" and yes indeed I need to blog!
I haven't blog since May!! Crazy shit here man! (Get your act together Corny!! We don't like swearing here!!) The reason why I haven't blog in a very long time (2 days) is because I've been sick. I thought I was free from my cold this friday so I went and swam and then the next day I went out running and did some exercises after. Turned out I still had my cold and on Saturday evening while being on Skype to Mark my throat got swollen and I felt nausous (good job cornelia) so I couldn't go swimming the next day with my love Johanna who I haven't met in ages (I miss you).
So that's basically what I've been up to those days, I could've blogged from my phone but I just hate it so damn much, so definitely no.
ADRIAN LUX
DATUM: 2013-05-31 | TID: 20:31:23 | KATEGORI: GeneralYesterday I didn't have time to blog because I wrote this darn essay plus I was tired plus I was going on Adrian Lux. I went with Hannanaflakes from my class and Adrian was magic!
First when I went to the ladies I stood next to one of the member in Nause (no I didn't take a picture, yes I want to die) and then me and Hannanaflakes went into the crowd and Adrian walked by and he was so freaking hot. Like a Grecian God.
Me and Hanna got pretty good places in the crowd and when it all started it went c-c-crazyy! I've never laughed that much in my life when the beat dropped the first time. Everyone was standing so close to eachother and when that beat dropped everyone started to jump. It was like you got humped and humped someone and I laughed so damn much. My tummy was hurting so bad and it was just hilarious.
I met my old friend from L.A who I haven't seen in ages and I had to say hello, I ran and hugged her in the middle of the gig. I've missed her.
After getting pushed to the front and then to the back we decided to walk out of the big damn audience and we stood next to the stage instead, so much better. Space, no sweat and no humping.
Julias (my sister) friend worked there so we said a quick hello and when the concert was finished Adrian went down from the stage where me and Hannanaflakes stood and I reached my hand (because I wanted to touch him) but he just put his arms out like a bird put his tongue out looked at me and jumped from the stage. It was weird.
The night was good and I feel happy about it, thank you Hannanaflakes for a wonderful evening!
WOOOOHH!!
DATUM: 2013-05-31 | TID: 20:18:21 | KATEGORI: GeneralI just finished my last essay of this year and I'm so happy! My school year hasn't been that tough but just the feeling that I'm free from school is amazing. I feel infinite okay..
HUNGRY OR NOT HUNGRY, IDK
DATUM: 2013-05-29 | TID: 21:43:23 | KATEGORI: GeneralI don't know if I'm hungry or not, I feel like I am but I actually have no clue. I won't grab a bite though, will go to sleep soon, don't won't to eat before you sleep no.
Today's been a pretty good day besides what happened earlier today (what a nutter), but yeah good day.
I realized something really funny about myself this night. I was literally so sad with Mark because he hadn't texted me goodnight (I'm so silly) and I was like sad for an hour then something happened. I heard Run The World by Beyoncé in my head and I was like fuck yeah girlpower, then I heard I Don't Need A Man by The Pussycat Dolls and I was like "yeeaaah I don't need a man" and I told myself how good I was and how beautiful I am. And the moment when I was closing my eyes to sleep without those darn goodnight texts Mark actually texted me and I was like "I DON'T NEED YOU, I'M AN INDEPENDET WOMAN SO LEAVE". I never said that though..... I really need him in my life. (If you read this Mark, remember that I will always love you
It was so funny that I went from a desperate girlfriend to a cocky independent woman in like on hour! I think I feel a little more patient and not to be so needy all the time. I can actually live a life myself if I so needed to, but I don't want to though. I want to share it with Mark.
I'm just so happy and I think I know who's behind that, my lovely boyfriend who I actually really need. He always make me laugh and make me feel so loved and happy (every girl should have someone like him). I actually spoke to him on the phone an hour ago and he's such a nutter! He was doing laundry and a guy walked in and Mark just started to shout on him "OH THAT'S A NICE TSHIRT, THAT'S A REALLY NICE TSHIRT!!! SOOOOOO COLORFUL, SOOOO MANY COLORS!!! MAN IT'S LIKE 8 COLORS ON YOUR SHIRT!! SO COLORFUL!!!" and I couldn't stop myself from laughing. Made my day.
A happy corny getting clearer and clearer
SO MAD
DATUM: 2013-05-29 | TID: 11:19:41 | KATEGORI: GeneralOkay I'm so so so so so so so so pissed!!!!!!
Called my boss yesterday and he was like "I can get you a job, but there's no money" so basically I had to call this lady and ask her for some kind of contribution but she was like "no no no, I can't give you one"
SO I HAVE NO JOB AND I WANT TO CRY MY EYEBALLS OUTTTTTTTT, poor in London - check!!
TIRED
DATUM: 2013-05-28 | TID: 20:45:49 | KATEGORI: GeneralLast night I couldn't sleep either, and I finally fell asleep around midnight, but I really need to sleep tonight. So what I'm going to do is go out on a walk and talk to Mark while walking around my village, cuteee.
He has now finished all his exams (I know he did so good) and have now time for me! yay!
It's only 20 days until we meet again, 20 days until I am in London again.
yaaaaaaaaay
Should be studying, but I'm not
DATUM: 2013-05-27 | TID: 20:35:42 | KATEGORI: GeneralThe headline says it all, I'm too tired for studying so I guess I have hell lot to do tomorrow instead! Cuz honestly I can't bother right now.
Todays been pretty "meeeh", I left my baby (yes I have a love name for the camera) to Suc UnCut (where I borrowed the camera) and I was like flirting with the guys and asked if I could borrow my baby this summer and they were like "someone has already borrowed it" and I went "fuck you and all ya cameras I'll get myself a camera when I'm rich" (I actually didn't say that...) Well the guy asked if I would want to borrow another camera, but it's twice as big and twice as advanced and I can only film with it, I said I'd take it but I'm not sure anymore... Like I said the camera is too advanced for a simple girl as me ;)
Well, well I'll live in London with my iPhone and that will be enough, I just love that camera so damn much and hopefully after this summer I'll buy myself a Canon EOS 600D!
OH OH GOOD NEWS!!
My dad called me a while ago and said "You have two choices,either you will follow me abroad or I'll give you £300" easy peasy choice, I took the money of course. BUT (this but is a good but) their trip to Turkey went for more than £300 so I'll get £480 for my trip to London instead!! And I will now have £840 with me to London, but I don't believe that's enough...
I said yesterday that I would call my old boss today, I haven't though but I will do it tomorrow, I have to!
Do it for the kids Cornelia, do it for the kids!
(one of the last pictures I took with ma baby, buhuuu :'( )
21 DAYS!!
DATUM: 2013-05-27 | TID: 19:25:00 | KATEGORI: GeneralToday its, three weeks, 21 days (or more exact 20 days, 4 hours, 55 minutes and 43 seconds) until I leave Sweden for London!
(I AM SO EXCITED THAT I COULD PEE MY PANTS ANY SECOND!!)
I celebrated this by wearing my Great Britain shirt, how cute.
CAN'T SLEEP
DATUM: 2013-05-26 | TID: 23:06:00 | KATEGORI: GeneralI'm awake and I can't sleep. I can only blame myself for this though, I felt so nauseous earlier today so I went to sleep for 1,5 hours in the middle of the day (clap,clap, Cornelia, good job!!).
I have this problem, my boyfriend lives 5 and a half hours away, 2.5 hours with a plane plus 3 hours by car. At night I miss him so so much so I always hug a pillow when sleeping pretending it's him. Weird isn't it? Anyways when I was squeezing my pillow tonight I realized something, an idea popped up in my head. After Mark figured out my very good birthday present for his 20th birthday (Harry Potter World) I had to come up with a new idea. I've been thinking and thinking and while I squeezed that pillow I figured it out, his birthday present!!! I don't know if he's going to like it or not, the only thing I know is that I will!! (I won't write what it is though, Mark reads my blog, won't let what happen, happen again...)
Okay I need to try to sleep now, I'll do the exact thing when I couldn't fall asleep in Los Angeles. I'd listen to Ed Sheeran. His relaxing and comforting voice makes me fall asleep right away. I love him. More than cheesecake.
Beautiful song, beautiful video.
Hej!
