Nervous
DATUM: 2013-06-14 | TID: 18:05:50 | KATEGORI: GeneralI'm so nervous I really don't know what to do, I'm going to London in three days and I will be there for six weeks. I will be there without my friends, without my mum and the rest of my family. I don't know if I get a job or not, I'm just so nervous. I have to do a list what to do before I leave. I'm nervous. I will do that list tonight and start on it tomorrow and I think I will email the Pan Asian Guy today and see if I can meet him on Tuesday. Oh jesus christ mother god, abraham lincoln, harry potter.
I need to calm down, I will play some Pottermore, eat some thai food, go and hang out with my lovely ladies Emma and Maja who I have not meet in ages so I'm pretty excited (but still very nervous).
FOUR DAYS
DATUM: 2013-06-13 | TID: 19:13:00 | KATEGORI: GeneralIt's four days until I leave to London and I am so excited, I miss Mark more than ever and to think that I will be in his is arms in four days is unbelivable.
Today's been a very happy day, did something very cheeky against my dads girlfriends daughter and her friend. It was so funny that I've been laughing about it all day, I think that made me happy.
In a couple of hours all of my friends will go to this gigant outside party while me, corny-cornelia will sit inside and play pottermore, watch some pretty little liars and skype to my handsome boyfriend. How sad am I from a scale 1 to Moaning Myrtle? Like beyond Moaning Myrtle... It's quite sad.

Precious photoshop edit by me.
7 DAYS
DATUM: 2013-06-10 | TID: 17:21:52 | KATEGORI: GeneralToday it's seven days until I leave to London, I've been very nervous about it lately how I will be able to survive by cooking all the food myself and just live a life without my mama. It feels like I'm moving out for six weeks.
I'm praying to god that I will have a job during my weeks in London, it was so funny last month a got a mail and it said that I was going to an interview the 21st May (I had an important math exam so that was a no no). I answered that I couldn't go that day but would love to go to attend an interview after the 17th of June. But guess who got an inviation for a new interview the 13th Of June? Well... Me!! I told Joanne (the interviewer of the company) that I would come after the 17th of June and do the interview. We will see if they get the message...
Yesterday I applied for a couple of jobs in Fulham near the area I will stay in London and we will see if they answer me. If they don't answer I will have my chance at the Lunch Restaurant in Paddington and the Pan Asian one in West End.

Bong Bong Booooong, seeya soon biggy ben
Fourteen days!!
DATUM: 2013-06-03 | TID: 19:36:00 | KATEGORI: GeneralIn two weeks today I will be in a blue tiny car with my love on our way to Fulham Broadway.
I really can't believe it, its just 14 days left! After this week there will only be one week left and after that week I'll be in LONDON!!!!
I found my sketch book today and last year Mark went to Kenya for 7 weeks and I wrote "7 weeks without you" in it, today I wrote "6 weeks with you". I will be with my love for 6 weeks and just thinking about it makes me want to run around my house (I can't though I will even get more sick)

The Gherkin (made my Mark's pap) Mark (made by Mark's pap) The Millenium Bridge (made by Mark's pap)
Should be studying, but I'm not
DATUM: 2013-05-27 | TID: 20:35:42 | KATEGORI: GeneralThe headline says it all, I'm too tired for studying so I guess I have hell lot to do tomorrow instead! Cuz honestly I can't bother right now.
Todays been pretty "meeeh", I left my baby (yes I have a love name for the camera) to Suc UnCut (where I borrowed the camera) and I was like flirting with the guys and asked if I could borrow my baby this summer and they were like "someone has already borrowed it" and I went "fuck you and all ya cameras I'll get myself a camera when I'm rich" (I actually didn't say that...) Well the guy asked if I would want to borrow another camera, but it's twice as big and twice as advanced and I can only film with it, I said I'd take it but I'm not sure anymore... Like I said the camera is too advanced for a simple girl as me ;)
Well, well I'll live in London with my iPhone and that will be enough, I just love that camera so damn much and hopefully after this summer I'll buy myself a Canon EOS 600D!
OH OH GOOD NEWS!!
My dad called me a while ago and said "You have two choices,either you will follow me abroad or I'll give you £300" easy peasy choice, I took the money of course. BUT (this but is a good but) their trip to Turkey went for more than £300 so I'll get £480 for my trip to London instead!! And I will now have £840 with me to London, but I don't believe that's enough...
I said yesterday that I would call my old boss today, I haven't though but I will do it tomorrow, I have to!
Do it for the kids Cornelia, do it for the kids!

(one of the last pictures I took with ma baby, buhuuu :'( )
21 DAYS!!
DATUM: 2013-05-27 | TID: 19:25:00 | KATEGORI: GeneralToday its, three weeks, 21 days (or more exact 20 days, 4 hours, 55 minutes and 43 seconds) until I leave Sweden for London!
(I AM SO EXCITED THAT I COULD PEE MY PANTS ANY SECOND!!)
I celebrated this by wearing my Great Britain shirt, how cute.

RENT&MONEY
DATUM: 2013-05-26 | TID: 12:17:00 | KATEGORI: LondonMe and my cousin met up in Stockholm a month ago and discussed everything about London. Everything was so great and I'd only have to pay £60 a week, for my six weeks that would be £360, which is so so good! BUT (buts are never a good thing) now she just facebook messaged me and told me that I had to pay £80 a week, which gets £480 for six weeks. IT'S £120 MORE THAN I EXPECTED!!!
That is a lot of money to me, I'm paying this whole trip myself too, so no help from parents or nothing. I'm going to have about £700 when I get there, hopefully I'll get a job either at a lunch restaurant in Paddington or an Pan Asian restaurant in West End but I can't even count on that.
So here's what I'll do right now to get easy cashflow: call my old boss and ask him if I can work one week from the 10th June to the 14th June. Hopefully he will be such a nice guy and say: Sure honey boo corny, you can work here. Then I'll get like £300 from that week and I'll leave London with £1000 in maaa pocket. Hopefully that will be enough for food, rent, and transport..

I really have to call him tomorrow otherwise I'll end up staying home in rainy cold Sweden....